I'm back and I'll start right where i left off.
SO ya I don't know how to ask him, I'm kinda hoping he'll read this so I don't have to do it to his "face" even though he is thousands of miles away. If you are reading this Jonathan please talk to me.
School: It's the last week of school and it's pretty busy. We had finals last week so ya.
Family: Family is just my family, Sometimes I we don't have enough time together or thier version of "family-time" is different than mine.
And personal life: we'll its pretty personal its just I'm having a hard time finding who I am and who I wanna be and what God wants me to be doing right mow in my life.
Thats the break down right now
Blog you later.
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Monday, June 14, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Do you relate!?!
First of all, sorry I haven't blogged in a while, I've been very very busy(kinda). Second ofall, is there anyone out there actually reading this? Any whos-its I'm just gonna blog.
Life is such a blur, there is so much going on right now I hardly have time to blink! There is so much going on in life like at church, school, family, and personal life. I'll break it down
Church: V.B.S. and Middle School Confrence are next week, youth group is so busy, DRAMA, Israel in the fall and much more. I'm kinda scared for the church, not only because of budget, but for the kids stuff: Miss Cindy left for Kids Church and the attendance was like cut in half it seems like, I'm kind of confused at what Josh(our youth director) is doing, and we are coming up on a year since Jonathan left and I'm scared to see whats goona happen at the point when its a year, I doon't know about the other kids but I miss him and I'm still grieving overe his leaving us yet I'm relaly mad, well upset, at him. I don't know how to ask all the questions I wanna ask him, like "Have you even tried to fix things with Tanya?" and "From what I've heard you guys are still legally married yet you are dating other people?" and "Didn't you promise to try to come back out here and yet your moving further away"....... and more I just don't have tohe guts to ask him! My parents are making me get off the computer so I'll explain later. Bye bye.
Please just leave a little comment if you can if you read my blog or came acoss it and liked it.:-)
Life is such a blur, there is so much going on right now I hardly have time to blink! There is so much going on in life like at church, school, family, and personal life. I'll break it down
Church: V.B.S. and Middle School Confrence are next week, youth group is so busy, DRAMA, Israel in the fall and much more. I'm kinda scared for the church, not only because of budget, but for the kids stuff: Miss Cindy left for Kids Church and the attendance was like cut in half it seems like, I'm kind of confused at what Josh(our youth director) is doing, and we are coming up on a year since Jonathan left and I'm scared to see whats goona happen at the point when its a year, I doon't know about the other kids but I miss him and I'm still grieving overe his leaving us yet I'm relaly mad, well upset, at him. I don't know how to ask all the questions I wanna ask him, like "Have you even tried to fix things with Tanya?" and "From what I've heard you guys are still legally married yet you are dating other people?" and "Didn't you promise to try to come back out here and yet your moving further away"....... and more I just don't have tohe guts to ask him! My parents are making me get off the computer so I'll explain later. Bye bye.
Please just leave a little comment if you can if you read my blog or came acoss it and liked it.:-)
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